Seeds for a happy planet

Judy and I arrived here by noon, with lunch almost made ready by Beth. We are hosted in a fabulous place here, in New Hampshire. An ecological built new house in the midst of many acres of wild land, and a nature reserve across the street.

We started our checkin, with the three of us of this hosting team, on the porch. Sitting in the sun was almost too warm! We are literally IN nature here. Beth has accomplished a lot in making a garden with flowers and vegetables over the last three years, but brambles and wild life isn’t very far, and the trees are huge – 50 to 60 years old. I love it here.

The first thing we noticed as we stepped out of the car and – of course! – straigth into the garden were two big butterflies on the overwintered scallions now in bloom. We looked it up: the two-tailed swallowtail; indeed the biggest butterflies around here.

In the check-in we related ourselves with the question that will guide this gathering:

What if we could experience being natural, wild beings in a collective,

in deeper mutual relationship with natural rhythms and cycles of the Earth?

I wondered how to be ‘wild as a butterfly’? how to be flexible as a pine tree in the wind? We shared and exchanged about the differences between construction and creation, planning and flow, headspace and being present. We ended with the inquiry and the challenge of learning how to be in flow even when dealing – collectively – with practical day-to-day tasks. This is where the real trust in flow and collective comes in. It is kind of easy to trust the flow when dealing with matters of the soul, but do we dare, do we trust the flow when it comes to practical things like doing dishes, preparing meals and cleaning?

We also touched upon the fact that with ‘collective’ in the question, we don’t only mean us, human beings, but also the animals, the trees, subtle energies and so much more. I think we will start our gathering tomorrow again with a coning, as in the previous gathering.

Beth and I have set up a tent for me right before dinner, a big one with a lot of space. For me this gathering will be a blending of camping and hosting a gathering. I already know that I will enjoy it a lot!

This was actually the first time that we had a sense before the gathering that we needed to do a ritual. Of course, the circle practice that we use, is a ritual in itself one could say. But we had to do something with the land, with the stones. People who have been to sacred places know that they hold a vibration that is sometimes quite strong and tangible. In a gathering, a few years ago, named Powers of Place, I had understood that places hold a memory, an imprint of what happened there.

That’s where the first part of our question came from:
If land and stone hold a memory, and radiate it out through the ages…

If that indeed is the case and we now want a new vibration set for the future, then we needed to set a new vibration with the stones. I can tell you that I didn’t feel at ease when we first talked about this in one of our preparing calls. There is quite some logic in this, but still it felt weird; and who was I – or we – to do this? In the gathering we realized: it is us, because we feel called.
dare we open as portals…

It turned out that we did three rituals, or that the ritual had three different phases. First there was Saturday evening at the Blackdown Ring, where we cleaned ourselves of whatever obstacles there were in us to open for both the unwounded masculine and unwounded feminine. We each walked individually through the portals we had set up, releasing what was no longer useful and allowing and receiving the new, clean energy. It was great to see the open faces, the smiles and the joy and energy that was present when the ritual was done.

The next day in Avebury we first gathered at The Cove, two enormous stones, one slim, right up, being masculine and another quite wide and with a rougher surface, being the feminine. We first gathered in a little circle, with all of us present and I spoke the intention for this ritual. We were here to set a new vibration, a clear energy between the masculine and the feminine that in the future would be open and clear to create the new capacity of humankind, the capacity to sense, live and create as conscious collectives.

As we moved closer to the stones, one of us felt the enormous energy close to the masculine stone. She also guided us to the next steps. We had to move from the masculine stone to the feminine one, until we would form a chain, through our holding hands, and we could connect them both. G., who had joined us for this afternoon, brought her exquisite sounding bowl in, and made a lemniscate movement while sounding it. Later she would tell us that Avebury had been known to be a landscape temple for balancing the feminine and masculine energies, with major rituals on the eve of May1, Beltane. We didn’t know!
to re-member and co-create with Earth…

Then we got to the Long Barrow to do the last part of our subtle work. The (very) big stone in front of the barrow got our attention from the beginning, as it seemed to block the entrance. G. told us that this stone was most likely in another spot originally. We went into the dark and could fit nicely in the ‘room’ in the back. Once again I stated the intention and waited for others to bring in their input.

As I look back at this ritual I’m reminded of a saying by a Canadian, native elder that says: ceremony is how nature does it, ritual is how the humans try to imitate that. (my words) Helen has written extensively about this ritual and how it unfolded, so there is no need to repeat that. As I read her words, and also Judy’s words of the previous phase at the Cove, I am amased at how different experiences we all had. I didn’t have the vast and detailed experiences that they describe and yet I knew that what we needed to do was important. Not in any huge way, but we just had to do it. And we did.

Central to the ritual in West Kenneth long barrow was for me the sounding we did collectively. A lot was going on, although nobody in our circle was speaking. R. sat down a bit. It was clear that some difficult energies were running through her. Later she would name them as ‘being in labour’. Also S. was not in excellent shape and needed support from the stone walls behind her. But we made sound and gave in this way our attention with our intention.
to sound a new vibration – a new song – for the future to come?

When we are aligning with the subtle dimensions one of the forms it becomes visible and tangible is the sensing and inside knowing of what are the right places to do something specific. (next to the right timing I mentioned before) We, as the hosting team, we knew upfront we wanted to do some ritual on Saturday, the evening before going to Avebury, which would be our main purpose and event. Specific purpose of this first ritual was to clean ourselves from anything that would block us from the unwounded feminine or unwounded masculine. Judy had received upfront information about some specifics for this ritual and we knew we had to pass through some kind of portal, symbolic for leaving something behind and opening up to the new. When we just started our gathering by walking the land, I noticed two stone towers right next to the stream; probably leftovers from a gate or a marker of the borders of the land. That seemed to me the right place to do this passage; of course it would be difficult to access for one of us who isn’t that stable anymore, especially on this steep slope from the house to the river.

In the evening Jane had welcomed us into Hazelwood House and told a bit of its history and had told us about the Blackdown Ring, up the hill, named as ‘a stone age hill fort’. Helen was strongly drawn to it and walked over there early next morning. When she came back she was sure that was the perfect spot to do our ritual: a bigger outer ring, as a ditch and a dike, then another smaller, inner ring, and in the middle a piece of land as a bowl in the midst of this all. The outer ring was perfect to shed any obstacles to receive the pure masculine energy and being supported by it; the inner bowl was perfect to receive us after leaving behind judgments and anxieties regarding the feminine energy. This spot was a way more better place than the one I had seen. It was easy accessible for all and a feeling of protection. Right place!

The next day in Avebury, we knew we had to do a ritual there; but where? There was a map of the ‘landscape temple’, all the sacred spots in and around the little village; and we had a map of how the leylines – both masculine and feminine – crossed this land and each other. I used the time when we arrived to sense into the place. I was drawn to walk to the same spot I had entered the ring of Avebury the first time I had come there, many years ago. It linked with the West Kenneth Avenue, the walkway from the Sanctuary into the ring. This spot and this direction held deep resonance for me; but was this also the sport for today’s ritual?

As I stood there and sensed I slowly realised that this entry point and coming from this direction was what I knew from previous times – it resonated in my body. But it was not the spot for the new to take place! Good realization! And good that I hadn’t insisted to walk that way for the whole group! As we had tried to decide where to do the ritual after our lunch, it was clear that there was no alignment between us; we couldn’t come to an agreement at all. That was where I understood we all had to sense deeper into it. Later we used Judy’s sensing and the information of a pendulum to check on the journey we would take. We started with one part at the Cove, a feminine and masculine stone inside the ring and later we drove over to West Kenneth Long Barrow where we did the main part of the ritual.

If you have been following this blog regularly you might have noticed that the harvest and reporting from the Women Moving the Edge gathering in the UK wasn’t finished. So, here will follow a few more blogposts, now with pictures! (again by Helen Titchen Beeth!)

One of the features of being in a truly generative space is that there is a timing that seems to fit. Things fall into place at the right moment. It feels as if we are aligned with the wider context and the environment at large.

When we started our Women Moving the Edge gathering there was also a marriage planned at Hazelwood House. Not a big feast, just the minimal people required, but still a ritual that would not fit well with us dancing in the room next door! One moment it felt as an obstruction to the flow we had in mind for the start of our gathering. Instead, we choose the opportunity side of this situation and decided to start with all of us getting to know the land and being outdoors. It was a perfect fit in timing and a perfect start for our time together as the land, in all its beauty and radiance, would become such an important part of our stay. And on top of that, the symbol of the marriage – the coming together of masculine and feminine – was totally aligned with the theme that was surfacing!

Another moment of right timing was when we went to do the ritual on Blackhill fort, on Saturday evening. There were a few people with a dog walking there as we arrived, but by the time Judy had explained what we were going to do, they were stepping back in their car to drive home; leaving only the sheep to witness us passing by.

Finding the right timing in Avebury was a bit more challenging for me. I was in a stressful place, because some part of me added ‘importance’ to the ritual that was going to unfold. Importance relates to ego, and that gave me the unwanted stress. Then the point came that I realized we were waiting for the right timing. I just mentioned that to my neighbor at the table, and sure enough there was G. who showed up! We got acquainted and then the rest of the circle joined and we could walk to the places we were supposed to be. Rich learning again that there is no point in pushing and pulling! Sometimes you just need to wait until the right timing is there and you are yourself balanced and aligned with your self, the group and the environment.

The last point I want to share is about the last moments of our gathering. I have never been in a gathering where the final checkout circle was finished and there was still more than an hour left before the official ending! What was supposed to happen? Each of us sensed what was appropriate for them to do. Most of us went outside to say goodbye to the land: the flowers, the trees, the little river that had swollen overnight due to the rains and so much more…

I said in one of the previous blog posts that at the end of Saturday morning I had a sense that we were done with the work of that day. A real strange feeling it was to me with more than half of the day still to go. And right then came a lot of information through me that I needed to share into the circle, of which some was new to me too. I ended this sharing with pointing out the difference between construction and creation. From that point on, I saw this difference showing up in so many instances, in our sharing and our inquiries.

As humankind we have constructed so much! Especially since modern times where there is so much constructed in the field of engineering and technology; but you can also think of laws, rules and regulations – and not in the least money and banks! And so much more! To me, construction is where the capacity of the mind, the mental intelligence, is not in balance with all the other intelligences that we have. We often use the word created in this context, but I now understand there is a real difference to it.

If we think of an artist, who normally takes a lot of time to bring her creation about, we get a sense of what might be different between construction and creation. Creation has a vision, an intent, a felt sense or an inquiry at the beginning. Construction can also have a vision, or at least an idea, but I wonder if the element of inquiry or felt sense is as strong. In artistry the felt sense is then followed by a whole time of being pregnant with that possibility. Then comes a lot of trying out, see how elements fit together or not… checking if the artifact is actually in line with the original intention… many times starting all over again from scratch. What if we would look at our lives in that way? As a creation and not as a construction that needs fixing? Our lives as – again and again – the next iteration of a creative process?

So, back to the Saturday afternoon. We gathered back in the circle, already missing R. who went to bed for some rest. I felt weird in my body. I recognised the feeling of it, it is when energies are moving, something is resetting itself inside my inner energy system. I had to lay down while being in the circle, I had to close my eyes. It turned out that we all felt like being in Open Space, instead of being in a sharing circle. So that’s what we decided doing. Little conversations were going on in pairs, a few of us started knitting, I lay down in front of the fireplace and let the energies do its work inside of my body. R. came down, entered the energy present and went back to bed again.

Looking back at it now, I know that I was preparing on the subtle levels for the ritual that we were going to do on the next day. There was some pregnancy time needed for getting my inner being aligned to be able to do that. I hope I will remember next time, as I have now experienced it a lot of times. Still I always start of with the thought that it is something personal that is happening to me; but in the end it is something deeply collective, as I am in service of what needs to happen in the circle.

The amasing thing is that by sharing emails with a few women outside this circle at Hazelwood House, there were others – in Germany or in Brussels – who had similar kind of weird feelings! We had been surprised upfront the gathering that a few women had a strong connection with this gathering in the UK, but still felt that they were not supposed to come, but had to do something similar in their own places. Places were as far apart as the Dolomites, Lebanon and the south of Germany.

We have been seeing this lately how the field that is named Women Moving the Edge is spreading and manifesting in local women circles, where the work of presence and creation is continued. I suspect there will be more clarity on this later.

Lena brought a nice question to the circle on Saturday morning: What else can I let go of? What brings me real joy or real comfort? A whole conversation emerged around the theme of ‘being OK’, which is ‘beyond what is good or bad’. It is about ‘it is just as it is’. It is about ‘I am just as I am’. Also in relationship, we cannot ‘make’ the connection, we cannot force it to happen, but true relationship is about being there, fully present. Even if I feel angry, or lost, or something else I can still find it totally OK that that is what is there in me. The part in me that wants to make it wrong – not OK – is part of my ego, part of all the shoulds and woulds that we have grown up with. The part that can be OK with what is happening is closer to our witnessing capacity and our soul. We need this competence to get out of the stuck places in our lives.

It tied in with a conversation around comfort zones. There is a fine distinction to make between a comfort zone that means we are used to it, we do it out of habit. Indeed we can find comfort in it, because it is in our lives since a long, long time and we are used to it. But if we need to find the comfort that is real, the question to ask is: What brings me nurturing? What is of real support to me? Which might actually be something totally different than what we are used to – like eating chocolate and biscuits in my case!

Being OK with ‘what is’ can mean that I need to share what is present in me. This act of self-disclosure, vulnerable as it can feel, helps me to stay in my own flow and helps me to stay present. Denying it or repressing it does not make it go away! We better express what is present in a way that doesn’t hurt anyone, including myself, so that energy can flow again.

This conversation reminded of the advice a body-work teacher told me long time ago, about how to be in the love making with your partner. He would wrap it up in one, challenging sentence: Mind your own business! I was shocked the first time I heard that. Not taking care of my partner I love so much? No! Mind your own business. Stay in your own flow; move how you want to move, express your love in a gesture that fits that moment etc. It is a lesson that we can take on for our whole life, to follow your own spark, your own flow. That’s how we get to the place of soul, the world of creation. That’s where the ecstasy can be found! That’s where paradise lays!

The practice of being in circle where we are serious about inviting in the diversity means that it is essential – a precondition – that every participant brings in their own gifts. This can only happen when we follow our own flow and listen inside to what is emerging, what needs to be shared into the collective. On another occasion in our gathering this point became clear once again. One of us had a strange and difficult night. She was kind of trying to wave it away in the morning at the breakfast table but it was important that she shared it all. Only then, after having gone through the different emotions that were related with it – both deep sadness, but also deep release and joy – we saw the relaxation coming back in her face, and even the smile was visible again! And the message present in her sharing was important for understanding what we had gone through as a collective.

Too many times we still think that what we experience is only personal. We don’t realize that our circle, this collective being, is made up like a puzzle. If we don’t bring in our unique thing, then something is missing in the overall picture and we don’t see the whole of it. Sometimes the sharing helps us to become present, as a first level of what is needed and possible for the collective wisdom to arise.

But then the next level or layer can arise where our unique gift, from our soul’s purpose, is a precondition for the circle to come to a level of generativity; where the new can really emerge; that one unique thing that only this group of people can do right now, and right here. It is beyond collective intelligence or collective wisdom, it is what Helen expresses in: not being IN the cosmos, but being AS the cosmos. Being AS life itself; being AS paradise.

One of the things on the subtle dimensions was to open and close our gathering with a coning. Somebody said it beautiful in our circle: a coning is a structure of co-creation (with the subtle). I know this structure or this way of working from the work of Machaelle Small Wright of the Perelandra gardens. Basically it comes down to ask different energies of the subtle dimensions to join forces with us. Out of this work I understood that humans and subtle beings or energies each have their own role to play. Humans are the ones to decide. They have the free will and when they set an intention the other forces can join in and make sure it will become manifest in the world of three dimensions. What I liked in this body of work are the deva’s or the devic level. They can be seen as the architects; they make sure that a carrot looks like a carrot everywhere in the world. Next to the architect are the builders, that are called the nature spirits. It is good to know that every being, every project, every organization has a devic level that we can ask to create with us. I’m sure it makes things much easier. Basically we have to set the direction and trust that the other levels at work in the universe will do their utmost best to make it reality. Giving the directions is all that we humans need to do! (instead of us trying to make things work!)

Of course there is a time delay between setting our intention and the manifestation of it; at least up till now. I do think it can change over time!

I had to learn the lesson of time delay again when we were at Avebury on Sunday. We had lunch after we arrived there and then we agreed on having some free time to roam around and getting to know the place a bit. We would gather again after 30-40 min, without setting our clocks though. It turned out that it took much longer and there was a nervousness in me about what we were supposed to do. This emotional stress came out as a kind of frustration towards the others that were ‘not on time’. When I realized we had to wait for the circle to gather in its own time, soon enough the missing women showed up in the place were we were sitting!

In setting intentions we need to include the trust in the process. Like in a pregnancy, you know there is something growing, although you don’t know how it will look like or when it specifically will show up. You are pregnant, you give yourself good care, make preparations and basically wait for it to show up. That’s what we need to learn for our worldly projects too, and avoid to step into premature actions.

The importance of the nature beings involved is that they know all about balance (they don’t know about free will though). If we give these energies the time they need our actions will be balanced and aligned with ourselves, each other and the world around us.

These are the words that came through me in the morning circle (on Saturday)… strangely after I had the feeling, half an hour before lunch, that we were done for the morning and could stop. No, there was a whole lot more to share! Makes me wonder what is it then what I had been sensing in this ‘done’ energy… not sure yet…

I was reminded of the image that came to me in a guided visualization we did in the previous WMtE gathering, where we were supposed to look ‘over the edge’, to see what was there to see. What I saw was women figures, sitting in a circle, and weaving a kind of tissue from their womb spaces. In the beginning the tissue was kind of loose, but later became more stretched and had some shiny texture, like satin or silk. It was my image of what I understand from what Larry Merculieff names as the ‘outer womb’ that women need to practice again. (listen to his video talk)

Holding this outer womb, as a collective, seems to me important for the ritual we are going to do in Avebury tomorrow. It is to be constantly aware of the connection and the collective holding. The ritual will be about making an imprint for a new groove: for conscious collective entities that know how to co-create with the other dimensions in service of life.

There is seriousness involved in this ritual as it asks of us to continuously be aware of our presence on different planes, but there is definitely a lot of joy to be experienced too! The seriousness is about being fine-tuned to our own, individual alignment and in the presence with each other. For the rest it is joy!

There is anticipation and longing in myself to do this with the masculine present, but first we need to set the groove, with women. It’s the women’s bodies that know how to bring spirit into matter. This new groove is about a new way in which spirit can come into matter. We will laying a pathway, give the new direction of how it can unfold.

I see children in the middle; like in the Tarot card of Love: children playing in paradise… the children remind me of the 7 generations that have been part of our conversations and that we will hold at the center of our creation for the future. It is also a lot about beauty!!!

The struggle is really over! The struggle of mankind to find itself; to really understand that he can survive. There is no point anymore in any kind of struggle. We exist! Up till now we have used our mental capacities a lot out of survival mode, out of the lower brain. Now we can evolve more to a whole-brain capacity, where the mental can be in service of creation, beauty and joy;  generating the new, the next.

It’s time to realize we are all masters, and we can do that in the physical reality of time, space and matter. This world of three dimensions is here to become conscious of beauty, of joy, of what is possible. I can’t express fully in words about why the physical world is so important… what is the relationship with the field of potential…

I come back to the joy and the lovemaking – the sheer joy of flow, of physicality, of ecstasy; all of this and more! – spirits can’t experience that in depth, because they don’t have the body available!!!

We have constructed so much instead of creating. What is construction and what is creation?

I try to bring some more of what transpired in our conversations in this, what feels to us as a special Women Moving the Edge gathering. It feels as if we have come full circle, and that we are preparing for another form to arise. We will only know later if this is really true or not. It feels to some of us as if we are stepping more into the energetic world; and we can just trust in that what we are called into and what is needed will show up along the way.

Many times the concept of ‘the gift is in the trauma’ has come up. I know how it is true for all of us, individuals. Because your whole life has more or less moved around this topic of your deepest trauma, you have seen it from all directions, from all perspectives and you have become an expert! At least, if you manage to get rid, step-by-step, of the emotions of hurt that go with it. Working through these and adding some consciousness to it, brings you to the gift that is hidden in there.

Now we wondered, how is that for the archetypal feminine? Is it to invite the masculine from this place what we have named the unwounded feminine? To be in a fluid co-creation? It reminded me of the ‘lovemaking with the future’, that I see as part of being in relationship with what has to come; a part of being in a truly generative space. Actually it is a very good metaphor as it brings up all the lovely feelings of lovemaking, now applied to thinking and sensing the future, of what is to come. This goes way further than what Otto Scharmer calls ‘learning from the future’; at least as how I understand that.

As in lovemaking, a lot of what is going on between the two partners is not only physical, but it includes a lot of subtle movements and exchange of a lot of energies. What we are understanding now more and more in our exchange here is that we are can create our reality in a lovemaking with the subtle dimensions. You could even use the concept of interpenetration, of embracing… at least we participate, from our three-dimensional space, into the other dimensions – and these more subtle dimensions have influence back on us and this dimension of space and time! It becomes impossible to know where one dimension ends and another begins; again like in good lovemaking where you can’t remember who started which move or who initiated what. Most likely there are no clear boundaries between dimensions, and not even between people – or even things! –  as we all are formed by our exchange and living together with others and all that surrounds us.

All this conversations about the masculine and the feminine also brought up the question, for us women: What is the masculine in me? We talked about the masculine shield that so many of us, Western educated women, have learned to wear in our lives as professional women. It has become a second nature to us to think and act in a more masculine way, so far even that the authentic feminine seems sometimes weird or outrageous to us. What about removing this shield in front of us, and meet the world in a feminine way, and let the masculine support us in the back? Can we really imagine that?

Today, Friday afternoon, we started officially our 12^th Women Moving the Edge gathering. We are seven women in the circle. The content and level of complexity of all the different conversation threads – already now after preparation and half a day! – makes it hard to write an easy to follow overview. And I am sure that if others would describe their experiences it could look quite different.

The four of us, on the hosting team, came together on Wednesday afternoon. As is our practice, we have been meeting regularly on the phone, and although one of us is new to the team – and even new to the whole Women Moving the Edge experience – it is through these calls and the intimate nature of them that the coming together was quite easy, natural and flowing.

We were gathering in R’s little living room by the fire and started our first sharing. We have come up with quite a long guiding question for our time together; so long that none of us can remember it fully! Here it is:

If land and stones hold the memory

and radiate it out for ages,

do we dare to open as portals,

to remember and co-create with Earth

and sound a new vibration?

Today we wrote it on 6 (!) pieces of paper to have it present in the room.

In another stream of preparation, and linked to two local circles that were organized last weekend, the theme of masculine and feminine came up; and it was very present today too! What to think of the synchronisity of we starting our gathering exact at the same moment while a little marriage ceremony is going on in the next room?

The topic of masculine and feminine slides the conversation easily to the topic of relationship between men and women. Quite easy to get emotions triggered in this field! But we are doing very well in this regard, all seasoned hosts and circle practitioners – and our exchanges haven’t been off the mark – at all! Quite amasing if you compare this with how we struggled in the first gathering, now some years ago!

A few quotes and questions in this regard:

It is time for the feminine to invite the masculine contribution, with life and the 7 generations in the middle.

How does the feminine contribute to the development of the masculine?

When the feminine resists the masculine, the feminine looses the flow.

On Thursday morning we had another circle next to the fire and by 11am started our journey to South Devon, to Hazelwood House. The nature surroundings here are just stunning, as the land is kept in a very natural state and I see spring flowers everywhere! One I only know from pictures, and now it is here for real!

In the evening we listened to a channeling directed at us and our gathering. One central image was ‘the slow moving sidewalk’, a metaphor for the inner stillness, the capacity of being present and to be able to be moved in service of the future, sometimes by lightening speed.

Friday morning we gathered again around a fire, which in the beginning wasn’t burning well; it was a little bit too damp. But the transformation of wood to coal, due to a lot of pressure over a long period of time, was another metaphor that made a lot of sense in our context here. The Primal Feminine had a lot of stress and pressure to endure, but over time, maybe eons, it can now be transformed to the Unwounded Feminine. The same process has been happening for the Masculine too: from Primal to Unwounded.

You might wonder, as I do, what this theme of masculine and feminine has to do with our guiding question. As far as I understand it now, before we ‘sound a new vibration’ – as is stated in our question – it is very important that the feminine and masculine energies in ourselves are free of pain and resentment and can be totally open to co-create together, as in the perfect lovemaking.

On Sunday we will drive over to Avebury, another leg of our pelgrimage. We don’t know yet what we are going to do there but some kind of ritual will unfold; as we will ‘remember and co-create with Earth, to sound a new vibration’. What I understand is that our energy work there will have influence on the field of potential, so that other ways of being and living will become possible in the near and far future.

Then, Friday afternoon, our circle completed with the three others, and as we didn’t want to disturb the little wedding ceremony we started outside by walking the land, sitting near the stream, marveling the many flowers, enjoying the old buildings on the land and so much more. We then came inside, sat down on the cushions around our centerpiece. I only made short reference to the principles of circle practice and we started. Almost immediately there was information coming in. I offer it here for others to read too.

Your participation is of the utmost importance to the healing of humanity.

You speak of the collective and I implore you to invite in the wounded males to be healed.

It is only with that healing, humanity can move forward to the opening and emergence of the feminine – do you understand?

The masculine leading the path has well served its purpose. Now we are asking you, the women moving the edge, to be clear in your thinking and speaking from your soul’s place.

Do not forget that perfection lies in the coming together of the masculine and feminine like two rivers flowing together in perfect harmony.

The symphonic joy of this integration will be more delightful that you ever imagined.

Please, my spirit women, have the courage to encourage each man you meet to fully embody their feminine side.

They, the men of the world, will be afraid of their vulnerability. They will feel naked in a sea of women in the world. Do you understand?

Such vulnerability is almost like being asked to move a great mountain whose roots are so secure, the task seems impossible –

Be kind in your holding, walk in tenderness.

(sorry no time yet to upload the beautiful pictures – they will come later)