Full participation is coming from Source
I went to bed with this question: What if the Feminine would take up leadership of the world? So, that was also what I brought in in our morning circle. Also a left-over from the day before was a quote from the book of Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee: Full participation of the feminine allows the energy of Oneness to manifest. So what does this full participation really means???
I was pretty much a lot of the day with this question. It felt like there was something ‘more’ to do for me – or for us – but I got totally confused about it… so, I was in the not-knowing a lot…
In the morning the conversation went of in questions like Is there a request we would ask the men/masculine? What would the masculine need of us in a healthy balance? What is the difference between women nurturing each other in the feminine energy and a healthy balance between masculine and feminine in a couple?
Can we ask to hold us?
Can they hold a slower pace?
Can we trust him?
Can we trust the vast cosmic feminine?
Somewhere in the afternoon we came to a shift, an energy that felt as a breakthrough. We were still with this question of What is wise and full participation of the feminine?
I wrote down:
Collective body wisdom
From stillness and presence
Wait for the next impulse
We know exactly what to do!
Judy said something like: How to dance with Source, the Earth itself?
Lisette said something like: What if full participation is coming from Source?
Of course!!!
That is exactly being like nature; then there is nothing between me and Life! I am then totally in my body and even my mind doesn’t interfere.
Judy asked Karen to guide us in a body exercise that invited us to sense our bodies, look for an impulse, give it a way to express in the body and then come to rest again; cycle after cycle… I don’t know what happened with me but after this I needed to lay down, I needed to close my eyes and just be with that. No input from outside. My stomach was upset and probably the message was that my pattern of eating too much keeps me away from sourcing… I would need to do some action research on this.
I’m so curious of what is more to unfold.